I figured i'd try blogging again due to the influence of my friends - Kellin and Shijue.
I also figured that it'd be a pretty good way to sort out my thoughts and all since things have been pretty damn suffocating for me thus far this year.
But i guess everything will eventually get better as long as i try to look on a brighter side and work things around.
So, I've been keeping myself busy this Semester break with work, camp stuffs, and catching up with family and friends - which was good because it made me feel productive and satisfied.
I also tried exercising on a more regular basis than usual - like once/twice a week? hahaha.
It really does make me feel better about myself. It makes me happier too.
I made use of this break to pull back my interest in baking as well. For some reasons, i haven't had the motivation to bake this year. It's probably because of the workload and stress from school, but i feel that i'm using that as an excuse. Truth be told, I just feel extremely unmotivated and lazy.
So this holiday i started baking again.
To begin with, i never felt good about the things i bake. Everything i bake just doesn't seem good enough for me. I don't even think i have high expectations for myself. I REALLY want to bake things that appeals in terms of taste and look. But i still have a really looooong way to go.
However, i'm extremely thankful to have family and friends who encourages me and are willing to try the things i bake, and then giving me comments about it. It really keeps me going.
